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i conclude tt i shldnt laugh at ppl. everytime i laugh at somebody somthing bad will happen to me. fot instance. i was laughin at xw white hair on cca selection tt day with zhaowei. tt night i had nightmare. his hair turn black and mine turn white with funny streaks or smthn. totally stunned me into wakin up.and i almost fell into a drain again. i hate drains. why must i keep falling into them?zzz. den i was laughing at those having fever on sat after nms training. i was saying that i havent had a fever for damn long.den on monday i started havin high fever which refuses to go down?! wtf?! totally hates myself. lesson learnt: i shldnt laugh at ppl. which is rather hard leh
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haiz.and now i know why ppl associate throbbing with headaches. totally experience tt. wierd feeling. and it totally pisses me off. cuz i cant do anything productive. so i just keep sleeping. but whenever i sleep i have wierd dreams. seriously wierd. its vry vague but cant consider them all to be nightmares bah. dont know wad was i thinking.lol? haha.its freaking hot outside now(my sister claims) but i'm freezing cold. and is like chill to my bones. so damn sore all over lah. best thing to do now is to sleep but i sleep i dream. even worse.haiz. think my mom sucessfully force me to finish like 3-4 litres of water now liao. half the time i'm sleeping, the other half i'm eating or in the toilet. NO LIFE. i cant stand it much longer sia. i've no source of entertainment. the only thing i can do now is wait for madel to come online so i can laugh at her. but apparently I CANT LAUGH too cuz when i laugh MY FREAKING HEAD WILL KEEP HURTING.
its like 2 hrs before my nxt medication and i already have a burning fever. oh my. wad to do. WHY WLDNT IT FREAKIN GO DWN. argh. pissed off with myself. i'm bored bored bored. ask me to do homework i will slap you when i regain my strength back. hahaha.(<-monotone laughing so it wont affect me)its gonna be one wk. i hate taking medicine. AND MOST IMPORTANTLY, THERE IS SUPPOSE TO BE A PERFORMANCE TML. WAD THE SHIT. WAD I GONNA DO LAH. I WAN TO DANCE. I WAN I WAN I WAN. WTF?!ok i shall be more civilised. i shall use small letters only. wtf?! freak freak freak. haiz. you damn fever quick go dwn lah!!!!!!!!
give me 10 reasons i shld jump off the building now. actually i only need 6 more. feel free to tell me. i will take it into serious consideration. really.

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